First of all i want to say hi to anyone who remotely knows me on this board. Secondly, i want to talk about pac, ourselves and this board.
Also, yeah there is alot of writing which i know many of you cant deal with - but if you have a brain and want to read on, do so.
After visiting on here for 3 or 4 years, right now i just feel exhausted. Exhausted of beign a pac fan. Now its not like i chose to be a pac fan, and i'm sure any real pac fan knows what im saying.
Its hard to explain how i feel, I remember when being a pac fan was fun - talking intelligenlty to others, listening to pac old and new, discovering new songs, dvds, books. All of the emotion i used to feel are just not there anymore - i walk past my pac collection without picking somthing up 90% of the time right now.
and now im turning to the older pac heads for advise, did you go through this stage?
Now when i started listening to pac i was 15-16 and now im 20 in the middle of the year. After learning about pac for 4 or so years ago, like i said im just tired and bored. Now i know 4 years isnt long compared to some - but in those four years like many other fans they were total pac, 24/7 - it was all about pac.
I remember the total BUZZ before an album dropped, before a new book or dvd. But when L2TG was announced i was just like "ah ok another one" becasue the releases have been getting progressively worse and my enthusiasm wasnt there anymore, not only for the material but for pac. I used to visit Hitemup.com every single say without fail - i havn't done that in over a year.
Is it me getting older and maturing or is it the pac scene? older heads have you been through this?
Also, this board - it is the worst it has been for beefing, freeposting & useless threads, etc and that doesnt help either. I remember when i could come on here and be guarenteed a good topic - no more.
so,
is it pac?
is it me?
is it the scene?
is it the new members?
is it the progression of hip hop and ideologies?
I oculd go on, but im tired and its late. Ah, i feel lost and confused? older pac fans im asking for advise.
thanks.
Also, yeah there is alot of writing which i know many of you cant deal with - but if you have a brain and want to read on, do so.
After visiting on here for 3 or 4 years, right now i just feel exhausted. Exhausted of beign a pac fan. Now its not like i chose to be a pac fan, and i'm sure any real pac fan knows what im saying.
Its hard to explain how i feel, I remember when being a pac fan was fun - talking intelligenlty to others, listening to pac old and new, discovering new songs, dvds, books. All of the emotion i used to feel are just not there anymore - i walk past my pac collection without picking somthing up 90% of the time right now.
and now im turning to the older pac heads for advise, did you go through this stage?
Now when i started listening to pac i was 15-16 and now im 20 in the middle of the year. After learning about pac for 4 or so years ago, like i said im just tired and bored. Now i know 4 years isnt long compared to some - but in those four years like many other fans they were total pac, 24/7 - it was all about pac.
I remember the total BUZZ before an album dropped, before a new book or dvd. But when L2TG was announced i was just like "ah ok another one" becasue the releases have been getting progressively worse and my enthusiasm wasnt there anymore, not only for the material but for pac. I used to visit Hitemup.com every single say without fail - i havn't done that in over a year.
Is it me getting older and maturing or is it the pac scene? older heads have you been through this?
Also, this board - it is the worst it has been for beefing, freeposting & useless threads, etc and that doesnt help either. I remember when i could come on here and be guarenteed a good topic - no more.
so,
is it pac?
is it me?
is it the scene?
is it the new members?
is it the progression of hip hop and ideologies?
I oculd go on, but im tired and its late. Ah, i feel lost and confused? older pac fans im asking for advise.
thanks.