hey been a long time, just giving update

[shattered dreams]

Hey you guys,
well i didnt feel the need to post this in the normal forum because well fuck guys. But anyways, as you all know im pregnant. Some shit went down, the last time i was here, and since than i was concentrating on getting my life together. So since i last got on here, i have since gotten my diploma, am now working a full time job. Two months pregnant. And in two months i get to find out if its a boy or a girl. Me and the father of the kid, are back together, and we are trying to work things out. so far so good. we seperated for a month because of shit he was doing, and after that he changed a lot. so thats good. we have picked out names for him. If its a boy it will lance rayvon...which is also the name of the father. And if its a girl its going to be ayanna belle. besides me working full time, lance( the father) is also going to school, doing what he has to do, and working part time. And my 18th birthday is coming up this month. Woo hoo!
but anyways i got to get up on out of here, i was just giving you all update.
keep strong
take care
love rebecca



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[Emma]

That's good to hear
stay strong and good luck with everything :thumb:

 

[Amara]

Great to hear from you and even better to hear that things are looking up!

Take care, all the best. xx

 

[Luv4Pac4Ever]

I am soooo glad to hear that everything is going good for ya! I was kinda worried bout ya for a little while there. Keep ya head up and stay strong girl! Take care of that baby and keep us posted on how he/she is doing. Cool names btw. Much love to y'all.
Peace

 

[k69atie]

Hey, glad to hear you are ok, you sound really happy which is good! we are all here if you need us!

take care and all the best xx

 

[Steph]

glad to hear things have turned out better stay strong no matter what, and if u need anything we're always here for you
love,
Steph

 

[_carmi]

good to hear ur doing better.. after that suicide thread i was wondering if u'd come back or not and how u was doing.

good luck

Carmen -xox-

 

[Missy "C"]

Great to know everything's going alright and that you've started to work things out, and like katie said, you sound a lot happier! And nice names, I really like Ayanna though I'd never heard it. Good luck rebecca, hope everything keeps getting better. Take care. xx

 

[shattered dreams]

hey you guys, well today was a pretty good day.
i got my first full time pay check. And i went and bought a bunch of baby stuff, i got all the bedding for the crib, i got this light that projects images on the cieling and plays music. i got baby monitors, i also got a ear thermometer which was 50 dollars alone i also got a musical winnie the pooh mobile. and i got a bassinet that rocks plays music and has a night light. i also bought a book that shows me what exactly is happening to my baby as each week passes. not to mention the stuff i already had like a play gym a swing and decor for the nursery. my nursery is going to be winnie the pooh them its so cute.

so there ya have it.
and thanks for all the females on the board who actually stuck by me.
much love
rebecca

 

[~live2tell~]

Its great to hear everything seems to have settled down in your life.
Good luck with everything, keep us posted about baby stuff!! And remember we are always here if you need to talk about anything. Oh and don't forget about Poetic Justice, not seen anything from you in a while

Take Care Girly x

 

[shattered dreams]

^^^ yeah sorry sara i havent been really writing lately i dont really have time anymore. Ill try to write though soon. i miss writing. But yeah things have settled down. But my work is causing hell because they found out i was pregnant, and here its against the law to fire someone because their pregnant. so their pissed they cant fire me. so they are on my ass and treating my like shit for no reason and im making sure to do nothing wrong, but they still threaten my job everyday. Oh well after buying the baby stuff i wont be working there. And im almost done. And i might be going to new york. to see my boyfriend, it depends on what happens. because i might have to go to sign papers. so it will be good to see him again. Anyways, yup i dont know what else to tell you.
Oh ive been stressin out because im at the point where alot of girls have miscarrages. So ive been wigging out that im going to have one. ive been obsessed with it im so scared. But other than that, yeah my life is alright now. It will be better when the baby comes though, or when i find out if its a boy or a girl. and hear its heart beat. i cant wait.

love
rebecca

 

[_carmi]

dont let those idiots at ur job ruin ur life. they're just stupid.

ur bf and u arent living at the town? is that a long-distance relationship? or maybe i have just not understood lol.

i hope everything works out with being pregnant. must feel good when u'll know if it's a boy or a girl and when u'll hear the heart beat.

good luck

 

[shattered dreams]

^yes my bf lives in bronx, new york and i live in las vegas, nevada. its a long distance relationship.
And i didnt get to hear the heartbeat but i got an ultrasound, but since it was in e.r they didnt let me see shit they just said it has a heart beat and everything is normal. i had to go to e.r because until my insurance kicks in i cant do shit but go there. and on top of that i was having really bad cramps which scared me. so yeah.
love becca

 

[_carmi]

ahh okay then. a long distance relationship must be hard tho with the baby coming no? myself i'd find it difficult. so i wish u the best luck in the world.