awesome week

[_carmi]

i spent from monday to thursday (which is today) at my bf's place. it was his spring break and i skipped school and told my mom i was going to a female friend's country house.

now this was an awesome week. because first i needed a break from my house. my family and the family fights. i was going crazy. secondly, because i spent it all with my baby and that was fanfuckintastic. we made cakes, went to play pool and arcades (basketball, dance dance revolution). we didnt do much this week but it was really awesome. this was one of the best weeks of my life. just being there with him all the time, not doing much but still. it was relaxing to me. it just really helped me doing better. because i was about to get into a depression with all the bullshit going at home which he doesnt know. i want him to think i'm happy. cuz he knows last year i got really depressed, tried ot commit suicide and stuff and i guess if i get depressed or stuff he'll think its partly his fault and stuff like that. anyways i dont wanna get into that. only wanted to say that was one AWESOME week. i definitly have to do that again this summer when there'll be no school.

 

[Emma]

I know what you mean lol every weekend I get 3 days away from my house and just get to be with my bf .. it's pure heaven

Over xmas we had like 5 days together, shame he has to work and I have school cos then it could be like that all the time.. can't wait til easter lol

 

[LilShOrtiE485]

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[_carmi]

^nah. it only happens that i have a life outside of internet. yes i do lol. it happens also i am on spring break this week so i will be here during daytime. but i'm not home often at nights. so... no you didnt scare me off lol. cuz yes i have a life. the freeposting queen that i was will maybe not be anymore someday somehow y'know.

 

[Synful*Luv]

LOL@ shortie sayin she scared everyone away :laugh:

You did not

 

[G.Litt]

question is did you get laid/

Oh and girl never get so depressed to the point you want to commit suicide, if you ever feel that way.. please talk to someone, and if you think you got no one.. at least come talk to us in the ladies room.

Only person that loses is you when you commit suicide... reminds me of a story... some 6 year old called up the kids helped line asking , what is suicide and how she can do it.. shit your life can never be bad as hers..god knows what ppl were doing to her.. stay up, always.. you do suicide only person that loses is YOU.

 

[_carmi]

^yes i did lol

 

[ArtsyGirl]

Only person that loses is you when you commit suicide...

Not exactly true.

Anyway not about that (if you want to discuss pm me ) Good to hear you had a fun week Carmi.. I gotta question, When DO you go to school? :laugh:

 

[_carmi]

question is did you get laid/

Oh and girl never get so depressed to the point you want to commit suicide, if you ever feel that way.. please talk to someone, and if you think you got no one.. at least come talk to us in the ladies room.

Only person that loses is you when you commit suicide... reminds me of a story... some 6 year old called up the kids helped line asking , what is suicide and how she can do it.. shit your life can never be bad as hers..god knows what ppl were doing to her.. stay up, always.. you do suicide only person that loses is YOU.

ehhh i'm not depressed anymore,, well sometimes but now i can deal with it. i'm not the girl who will tell her problems to someone. i dont have the kinds of friends that are good listeners and solution finders. i know thats bad but whatever thats not the point. i like to deal with my own problems by myself. i find greater satisfaction into getting out of a problem on my own and i beleive i have the strenght to deal with all problems.

Not exactly true.

Anyway not about that (if you want to discuss pm me ) Good to hear you had a fun week Carmi.. I gotta question, When DO you go to school? :laugh:

lol well this week is spring break... next week i'm going back to school, hopefully i'll have the motivation to go there for the 12hours of class that i have per week. i know it seems like i'm never to school, it's bad i know. but i'm not motivated at all. even seeing my friends over there is not an enough good motivation to me.. dunno theres something about school that unmotivates me. dunno what tho.

 

[G.Litt]

ehhh i'm not depressed anymore,, well sometimes but now i can deal with it.

Good to hear