1. I despise my body's need for sleep. If I didn't have to do it to not feel like a zombie, I wouldn't.
2. I'm an insomniac and largely nocturnal. Since I don't have to get up early to work, I regularly continue to work up until 4 or 5am, then go to sleep for 6 hours and then continue working.
3. I have ADD. Badly. To the point where I'll go to do something and get distracted on the way there and do something else. The smallest distraction can make me completely forget about something.
4. I first recall knowing (not just thinking, but knowing for a fact) that I would be a professional musician when I was about 4 years old. When teachers at my high school, and asshole kids, said things like "What are you going to do if it doesn't work out", or "You're never going to make it as a musician", it didn't even register on my radar, because I
knew. I don't have it in me to question it, because it's not something separate from me as a person, it is me. The thought of it is nonsensical, like questioning my racial mix, my gender, or my species.
5. I had a very bad childhood and early teenage and I subconsciously repress nearly all of it to the point where I can't recall a lot of things. I've had a little bit of counselling but I fear having more because I'm scared of what I might remember under duress.
6. I can't relate racially to the vast majority of humans on the planet, because I'm mixed race. I literally have no concept of what's it like to not come from two different cultures that are vastly different to each other and to have to struggle to define where I fit in. But I'd never want to be just one race either, the way I see it, everyone's gonna be mixed race in the future so I have a head start
7. I want to be a songwriter for other artists and not just myself and my band, but I hold on to my work very tightly. It's even a little tough for me to hear my bandmates singing things I've written for THEM in the first place. I need to get over that, or perhaps branch out and have a separate writing style that maybe isn't so personal.
*BONUS 8*. I largely don't understand the appeal of sports from a spectator perspective, on that level where people let their success or failings of their favourite teams dictate their mood. I have certain family members, that if their team loses, you might as well not even bother trying to talk to them for the next day or two. I just completely fail to understand that. It doesn't seem logical to me to let an entirely random set of circumstances that you have no control over and has little to no importance on a grander scheme, dictate your mood that much. If people were gambling on every game, I'd understand that, but that generally isn't the case. I very rarely play sports because they just don't interest me. However, I played rugby for two terms in high school and became quite good. I ended up playing two actual matches against rival schools (one on home ground, and one away), but the whole time I couldn't shake the feeling that my time would be better spent doing something else, as I knew I had no intention of being any sort of professional player. So, I quit after that. Also, one time, we had a rugby lesson, and one of my closest friends who was standing probably 5 meters away from me, collapsed. The lesson was cancelled, he was rushed to hospital, and he died later that evening. I was one of 5 of his friends who read aloud at his funeral. Clearly, that incident would further dissuade me from sports.