friday night i got absolutely trashed. i have never felt so bad in my entire life. i felt the puke floating around in my stomach. my head felt like an ocean, and i had to sit absolutely still because ANY form of movement made me want to puke. my friend sat next to me and tried to have a convo with me. in my head i was thinking "would you just shut the fuck up" because any effort i made to make a response made me want to puke. i couldnt cut it anymore so i power walked to the bathroom, puked halfway, then did the rest in the bowl. afterward i felt relieved as fuck. like the feeling you get after squeezing out a large shit.
had about 4 hours sleep, woke up for work, and i felt like a pair of ass cheeks. i wanted to die. the sight of people made me want to vomit some more. everyone seemed to disgust me. the thought of food made it worse, so i ate nothing. i said to myself id never do it again.
but that was then, this is now. whos up for a drink??

had about 4 hours sleep, woke up for work, and i felt like a pair of ass cheeks. i wanted to die. the sight of people made me want to vomit some more. everyone seemed to disgust me. the thought of food made it worse, so i ate nothing. i said to myself id never do it again.
but that was then, this is now. whos up for a drink??

