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So yeah, I have a friend who grew up in two foster households, one in which he got beaten up several times. He has no contact with his parents and currently he receives Flunipam, Stesolid and Xanor (not sure how those names translate). He takes a lot of them and he's always fucked up. I've tried to talk to him about it but every time we hang out he's just so fucked up there's no fun anymore. At the same time, he's almost suicidal (remember how I mentioned in a thread how I'm on suicide watch? Yeah.) and some times when shit gets really rough for him he does stupid things. I'm not sure what to think, because his story is that he's bullshitting his doctor to get the meds. I'm not sure if I'm buying it. I'm just looking for more concrete information on what it would take to get those medicines so I know where I can "go" and where I can't with him. I can't just drop the bastard cause I care too much, but I dunno what the fuck to say to him. It's getting worse by the day. At the same time, I realize I'm not a psychologist. I just don't know what to say in a lot of situations and I'm looking for answers from someone who might have been there.
Also, if I was wanting drugs, you guys' opinions about that would be the last thing I cared about, so yeah. I wouldn't ask for a friend you fucking morons lol. I would ask what do I say do get the shit from the doctor, how can I fool him. I told you I lost my virginity to a whore, then alluded to it several times after. And I'm a cocky debatist. I thought it was a given fact that I am shameless.
Edit: Now it bothers me that people were given thanks' on false premises
