if u need time to think...u don't have to physically get away from the world..u just need to take it easy...or do something that helps you think good thoughts or at least take your mind away from things....watch a good movie....i just watched the notebook yesterday..really sad movie....it makes u think a lot about life....not just about my own life, but the times before me...the 40's and the 50's...if i would've grown up then things would've been a lot different......going back in time would be cool but the thing that stumps me is when i get there what the hell am i going to do there? i'd be a viewer..i could only look at things...i can't change anything cuz everything in the present has to balance out, and everything i do will change something else...
life is pretty crazy when you think about it....there has to be more to life then just going to school, eating, sleeping, working, getting married, kids, and then dying. There is more to life then that....i haven't figured it out yet but there is more to life then that......
there has to be something else in this world then just living...don't get me wrong...living is good but there has to be something more..im missing something...and not having a lot of money wouldn't make it better..or being really famous or being with a lot of women...that would only make things better for a short time and then its back to reality....
i think we all need to do more then just 'get our lives together'...there has to be something more in life...there just HAS TO BE....atleast for me.....
or maybe im just talking out of my ass cause i didnt get enough sleep last night.....
there has to be something better.
or maybe its already better..and i just can't appreciate it..i have everything here....im just not satisfied....so i just need to learn to appreciate what i have..that could be it...
ill figure it out