Amara said:
Thanks, but I guess it's all relative and hard to see from one's own perspective. Like from my perspective I see someone who could be smarter, could behave better, could be better looking....seems like there is always someone one step up and I let it get to me more than others....to gain confidence is a hard thing, especially if it doesnt come naturally.
yes, i also think there is
someone who is smarter,
someone who is better looking and all that...BUT if you, or at least when i take a look at the whole, i have to say that im definitely up there with the "best" (considering im just 19 years old).
thats my "fundament", and then i try to better myself everyday...
but i guess you are right, it seems like its harder for you to gain confidence than its for me...for whatever reason