While you're information has been helpful and somewhat scary, I know your intention isn't to scare me. I've thought long and hard these past 2 days about what I've done and I've already made a promise to myself to be more careful in the future. Ever since I turned 21 last year my life has changed dramatically due to more drinking than I have done before that time. It has effected the choices I make even when I'm sober. I used to thrive on my self-image because I valued a relationship more than most people and I wouldn't mess with a girl who I wasn't dating or close with. Since drinking, I've messed with way too many girls--some I wanted deeply, some out of self-pity, and most that I totally regret. This last girl I regret. I even regretted before I thought about the whole pregnancy possibility. We have no vibe, I'm not even close to her. I was sexually deprived and needed attention.
As for the situation at hand, when I made this thread it was speaking in terms of the worse-case scenario. I trust that everything is fine...her hand was clean when she first touched herself, and she washed her hands that night before she masturbated. I am however the ultimate pessimist and always assume the worst. I can't help it. I can't sit back and do nothing. It's part of my personality and always has been.
