Hi all,
First things first Bobby sands is telling the truth ... everything that he said is correct.
Second thing, i lost my aunty to pancreatic cancer in june of last year - i am still struggling with my illness and i have been told that i will never get better.
I have a condition called Transverse Myelitis - google it if you wish to know more, as it is far too much to type. I also have a condition called Fibromialgia (again google too as to much to explain)
Due to this and all the problems in my life i have struggled with doing much, even as little as sitting on my arse and typing as somebody said.
I have been having counciling and still am - i am unable to walk and have to rely on crutches - today i have an ap with an emergancy assesment team as i have been having a lot of bad falls and they want to put me in a wheel chair.
I have missed this place, the state of mind i have been in for a while i needed to stay away as i was and still am on anti depressants.
Then to top it off my boyfriends sister in law is dying of cancer - which i have had to deal with on top of everything else.
I am still working after 8 months off last year, so most of the time i have just been to tired to chat.
People who have dissed me, diss me all you like i honestly am past caring i have more important things to deal with.
Thanks for all the kind messages xxx