on a serious note, u sound like ur trying to distract urself from the real issue, just like a crackhead stays high all the time, u want to work all the time. u should take some time off and get down to what it is ur running from. u sound real depressed, which can cause lack of sleep. or ur just really run down and need a break. either way, u need some time off to get ur priorities straight. life is too short to be miserable.