I just had one of the worst weekends of my life.
On Friday I was almost hit by a car who nearly ran a red light going about 45mph.
On Saturday I lost 200 dollars in a poker tournament.
Still steaming from that loss, I get hammered last night (Sun) and decide to play online poker. I bought in for 100 dollars.
Then I wake up. My brother walked in my room because he was wondering why the light was on at 5am. He said he found me lying in an awkward position on top of my bedsheets and holding a pile of clothes, wearing shorts but no shirt.
He counted 15 empty labatt blue bottles strewn over the floor. I go over to my computer and realize that i bought in for a total of 400 dollars and my balance reads zero dollars.
Then I realize that I only had 266 dollars in my checking account so my brother drives me to the bank at eleven am (because I'm still drunk) and I transfer 734 dollars out of my precious, hard-earned savings and into my checking and go to look at my balance in my checking account and it reads 600 dollars.
So I'm like Fuck, it already went through!
But I couldn't deal with it right then because I had to go to work. I go to purchase a 23 cent bannana on my break and realize I don't have any cash. So I use my debit card and it gets denied. A kid tossed me a quarter so that I could eat.
Then I called the bank and they said they suspected fraudulent transactions since I made online deposits and said that I was lucky to not receive any overdraft fees because it was a Sunday night.
They unfroze my account. I'm exhausted and I have to work at 7am tomorrow. I have absolutely no money.
So this is what rock bottom feels like. I almost wish I was hit by that car on friday.
Oh yeah, I was also drunk until about 2pm today and then the hangover set in. I felt like fucking shit all day and I still have a slight headache now and it's nearly midnight.
And I don't have a clue why I was holding a bunch of clothes.
On Friday I was almost hit by a car who nearly ran a red light going about 45mph.
On Saturday I lost 200 dollars in a poker tournament.
Still steaming from that loss, I get hammered last night (Sun) and decide to play online poker. I bought in for 100 dollars.
Then I wake up. My brother walked in my room because he was wondering why the light was on at 5am. He said he found me lying in an awkward position on top of my bedsheets and holding a pile of clothes, wearing shorts but no shirt.
He counted 15 empty labatt blue bottles strewn over the floor. I go over to my computer and realize that i bought in for a total of 400 dollars and my balance reads zero dollars.
Then I realize that I only had 266 dollars in my checking account so my brother drives me to the bank at eleven am (because I'm still drunk) and I transfer 734 dollars out of my precious, hard-earned savings and into my checking and go to look at my balance in my checking account and it reads 600 dollars.
So I'm like Fuck, it already went through!
But I couldn't deal with it right then because I had to go to work. I go to purchase a 23 cent bannana on my break and realize I don't have any cash. So I use my debit card and it gets denied. A kid tossed me a quarter so that I could eat.
Then I called the bank and they said they suspected fraudulent transactions since I made online deposits and said that I was lucky to not receive any overdraft fees because it was a Sunday night.
They unfroze my account. I'm exhausted and I have to work at 7am tomorrow. I have absolutely no money.
So this is what rock bottom feels like. I almost wish I was hit by that car on friday.
Oh yeah, I was also drunk until about 2pm today and then the hangover set in. I felt like fucking shit all day and I still have a slight headache now and it's nearly midnight.
And I don't have a clue why I was holding a bunch of clothes.
