oh, god forgive me MOTHER please say a prayer for me. needing a father, but he was never there for me. believeing everything they feed me, im seeing demons. i wake up screaming, WHO'D believe me or was i dreaming. five fingers on a 45 chrome, dead aim, at my brain, infrared with no lights on. i aint afraid to die, wanna see what's after this. im living blind, writing rhymes till they capture this. and if i die let the world understand why, search in my eyes, hate to see a black man TRY. and picture me inside a casket, that's how they see us, oh god, forgive us ghetto bastards we human beings. seeing us inside this hell hole, just waiting to fail, so they tell us that's what jails fo'. young adolescent dreams turned VIOLENT, exploding, in a world turned silent, cuz u can be touched.