make u smile

[KJ1]

there was a time in my life, when i had a battle with Christ
did things out of spite and lived more wrong than right
although... my demise was gettin closer to sight
one day i figured out how to surrender this fight
there could never be winner of this bad situation
but with a little education i found my dedication
too bad it took losing a great friend of mine
if i could turn back time, just to put this in her mind
you beautiful soul, i loved you more than ya could know
if ya coulda just drove a litte slow and left the dope alone
we'd still be a couple, runnin round gettin into trouble
but i know you were watchin all the shit i went thru
im ashamed to mention to you all the dirt i used to do
anticipating the moment i get to look at you again
but until then im gonna live my life to make you grin





it would sound better than it reads