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_carmi

me, myself & us
he's hot.

oh and i got the results of my bloodtests. everything is normal apart from cholesterol. i have too much cholesterol in my blood. normal is 5.1 i have 6.1.. so technically i have to watch what i eat now... :(
 
i am tired too, but haven't had much sleep.

bit of a strange weekend and dave and i sort of fell out sat night but was a mis understanding - long story! lol
 
_carmi said:
what happened?
Well saturday night at like 1.15am i got a text off dave (which was strange cos he was really tired and told me he was having an early night) anyway the text said "you are full of shit, see you again soon" anyway i tried to call like 12 times no answer, you can imagine the state i am in by now, i was shaking, i was crying my eyes out and i was chain smoking!!

anyway i didn't get through to him til 10am sunday morning, and he couldn't remember anything about the text, he said he remembers dreaming about me and him rowing and he must have text it is his sleep - he felt really awful and dead guilty about it. and he can't apologise enough.

anyway he thought i was going to dump him cos he thought i didn't believe him, but i have text in my sleep before and known nothing about it the day after so i know it can happen. if it hadn't happened to me in the past then i don't think i would have believed him.

anyway i told him to turn his phone off in future. we had a good talk about it last night, and he was nearly crying cos he thought i was going to end it with him.
 
lol i only believed him cos i have had dull text conversations in my sleep before so i know it is possible.

am seeing him tonight, he wants to go away for a weekend somewhere.

and i have the hospital tomorrow so am a bit nervous
 

_carmi

me, myself & us
i hope everything will be alright.

me i put my dog to sleep this morning as in now he's dead, gone. i'm getting depressed that. for the first time i stayed to school the more i could so i could avoid my place and see the house empty with no dog. i think i'm gonna be out of the house for the next week i just dont wanna be home.. seing the house empty. it kills me.
 
_carmi said:
i hope everything will be alright.

me i put my dog to sleep this morning as in now he's dead, gone. i'm getting depressed that. for the first time i stayed to school the more i could so i could avoid my place and see the house empty with no dog. i think i'm gonna be out of the house for the next week i just dont wanna be home.. seing the house empty. it kills me.
sorry to hear that....i know it may not mean too much but i had to put my dog to sleep when i was 16 i had him since i was 2 so it was really hard for me and i was depressed for a long time, but it does get better. i still have his picture in my house, i will never forget him but i knew he had to go because he was in pain. stay strong and keep your head up!
 

_carmi

me, myself & us
yeah.. will take a while to get over him. but hey i got myself some weed to get over it. well actually will have it by friday...

BUT yeah its hard. its the 2nd dog we put to sleep. first one we put him to sleep when i was 5 years old and this one i had at 6 y.o. so it's now 12 years that i had him. its especially hard because i went with my father to put him to sleep. because i had promised my father i would be there. i did not see him die tho we left before that cause niether my father or i could handle that. anyways i'm pretty much depressed over that. will take a while to get over it. til then i hang out with people all the time i can to keep other things on my mind.
 

ArtsyGirl

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Thats great K69atie glad everything cool.

Sorry to hear that carmi, loosing pets (family) is terrible, I lost my dog a few years back and there were all these crazy rumours bout how one of my friends killed her, anyway atleast your dog lived a long happy life ;) but you'll always miss him/her.. Stay strong..
 
Thanks artisticgurl :)

i have never lost a dog but my cat had to be put to sleep a few years ago, i was gutted i had, had her since i was 3 :( it sucks :(

any plans for the weekend everyone? is it bank holiday there on monday? it is here i get the day off so long weekend!!
 

ArtsyGirl

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I dont think we have a public holiday here we just had one for Anzac Day :D I just got my Basketball Finals on Sunday, anything else will be spur of the moment stuff, typical for me but in less than 2 weeks I'm going to see Ben Harper *tap dances around computer* cant wait!
 

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