Yeah the squash and volleyball thing is just because I have no friends that'll go with me to push weights, but one of them plays volleyball, and another plays squash lol. Next time we're three or four of us going to play squash, so it's partially for the social aspect. I'm gonna start with one individual workout per week, and it'll be like an actual workout. Not sure what excercises to do yet but I think I'll just ask at the gym if they can't give a few pointers for a 1-day program.
That in turn isn't something I wanna keep doing for months and years, it's just to feel it out. When I start feeling like this isn't enough or I want more, I'll step it up gradually.
Historically I've started working out 3-4 times a week, but I fall off after not long. It's just too much for me and I'm too lazy of a person. I don't know why I started out hard like that, maybe to feel like more of a man or cause I thought it was the only way to go lol, who knows. This time around it feels like I'm driving the shit forward myself. I'm looking forward to the next excercise, if you know what I mean. Maybe that's a given, but it's a new feeling for me so I don't wanna push myself so hard I lose it
If that makes any sense. If you remember my thread in Our Block you remember (and Da_Funk will back me up on this) I'm pathetic :x
edit: Btw. the part about pushing yourself till your muscles fail. Duly noted. I'll just try and think about people/things that piss me off.