honestly i don't remember at all, obviously means it meant nothing to me, bc i remember every little part of me and matt having sex for the first time and hell everytime after that......with my ex it was always so damn routine from day one
^ i was with my 1st for like 6months we had it like twice, he could never rise to the occasion too much coke, i know what you mean about routine though was like that with my ex, it was horrible
damn u guys ur 1st sucked. mine ws great with the man i love and that im currently with. it wasnt painful or anything.
okay lets say it wasnt my real first unless u consider once an in and out and that was with another guy (an ex) that i didnt give a fuck and that i great but it hadnt hurt