Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
Ill stop it somehow

I will make it go away
Cant be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone

Now I see the times they changed
Leaving doesnt seem so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All the shit I seem to take
All alone I...

Sunday 27th of April, stred and myself got our wigger gear on and headed up to see 50 Cent and G Unit in concert.

In a controversial decision i decided to not go up with the other boys and head up early in search for the one and only Rukas who i was tipped off was visiting Melbourne.

Once arriving in Melbourne i headed to Crown Casino figuring i may be able to find Rukas up there. after searching the area for around and hour i decided to play a little bit of roulette....

its 10 am and i have cracked a beer. is this the re birth of t5he drunken idiot? who knows.

I hate Being Sober!:mad:
I hate being sober because the same thing happens every time.. i sit down and read a book then my brain says "well you have to work tomorrow so i think i should go to bed, cya later"

i am so sober i can hold a conversation about politics and psychology. i am so sober i no i am no king of the dance floor so i stay away and keep my pants pulled up high.

so my mind says this is boring you should drive home, it only took 10 mins...

i was going to write a huge paragraph on shit about me but i got side tracked trying to remember if i was drinking Carlton Draught or Melbourne Bitter at Loz's 18th, and for the life of me and i can not remember. i can remember i was drinking out of a can and it was a redish colour. it was a fairly cold night and it had rained because there was alot of mud all over the fury white slippers i was wearing. i had my old brisbane lions football jumper on under my white karate uniform. the theme for the...